This is the pic that i took with liting at the steamboat..hehe..

On Thursday when i turn on my computer i have see her mail to me..cos she wrote mail to me on wednesday..i want to go hm with her as she is on the phone..she was talking to her fren so i nv called her ..i dun want to disturb her..she have know that im angry..

i was shocked when i saw the mail that she wrote to me.. she wrote:
hi i know that you are angry..which you yesterday said that on lunch time that is so cleared for me...
i got ask you of that blacked shirt but you just deny it and you talking on the fone..while lisa want the white shirt so i wanted to change the black shirt with you...and you should ask mi why i took you black shirt not just throw it to me..that is the bad impressed of you..This is not the last few months that i have know of you..im sorry that i have done all this to you..pls forget everything..and she ask mi to delete it..but i jus dunno why i can rmb wat she wrote all this to me..i feel like telling boss man..after i have seen tis i felt very sad so i went to toliet and have tink did i do anything wrong? i had a small cry..

i jus dunno why my tears will auto flows down..mayb this is the first time happens to me for work..but i was touched that angeline want to go toliet to see me if im okie..i know she is worried abt me..no worries im fine after i have come back she told me i want go toliet to find u then i told her im ok jus have a small cry that im fine..i told her im ok..haha..and she said if u sad then i will also sad and i cannot say joke with her already so i cant be sad i mus be happy as she told me..haha..after i hear i felt touched man..haha..

Actually she nv ask lor whether she want the black shirt lor..i jus wonder why she just add words or wad..and she just pushed all the fault to me.hmm seeems like all is my fault rite?? nx time i shall be alert if boss give me sth i faster keep my things on my bag not just put on my table..actually i hate things to happen as i dun like to create more trouble already it is so troublesome..when things happen i really really dunno wad to do..it makes me feel so headache..and makes me feel like crying and i will look stunned...

Seriously in the first place im so angry but soon or later some of them mayb worry abt me.. but im okie..really is truth..when this happen i feel like boss,angeline and lisa will concern me more..will see if i m sad..seriously this cases happen i really vy sad..this is the first time i have encounter this diffculities.sometimes in my work time while i doing my work i jus dunno why my tears will flow down again..then angeline know it and she told me dun tink abt it lah jus ignore her....and she will cheer mi up whether i feel low and she will talk to me more since this happens im happy that in office so many ppl concern me..even boss too..

i know sometime i feel low he will talk to me..but i know that she dun like..when she here with us i jus dun have the feeling to talk..but boss will talk to me and cheer me up..will do stupid action to make me laugh but i have no strength to laugh jus tink of that case my tears will auto flow..but in lunch time i jus dunno wat to say a thing..but i tink no point thinking this kind of stuff as i know ppl around will is concern me so i must look like happy go lucky de lizhen...am i rite?

some ppl may tink that im wrong or im rite for this cases..and some people may tink i used to be happy go lucky people also got this kind of attitude rite...seriously i have control too much already..my attitude is that i can control you but once i control u for too much i jus cant control it anymore..then i will show my temper to you already..maybe this is real me..but no harm to you la..dun scared ok haha..

As some of my besties cheer mi up not to be sad or angry..no worries besties..i noe u guys are worry me..no worries im okie and alrite..cos i got u guys..if i have any sadness i will tell u or post it here..hehe..as i can take it as a good experience for me..although i know this is a tough road for me but still i have to go on..i have to learn to go through..

After work i have meet tiffany for steamboat..have a great fun with her..we eat so full hahaha..

Friday we went to hanis i tink is a name for hans outlet..we went to simei mall..and i know i ate spaghetti..and boss took wrong plate man..haha..i want to laugh out loud haha..after work i went to meet tiffany..cos we are going to my nany hse to stay until i yesterday nite came back..hehe..yesterday i took 4 hrs of nap amd kip on eating..i tink i will be getting fatter and fatter cos i kip on eating vy full on this days..

Tomorrow is Monday..
how i wish weekend will last forever..hehe..